After a lot of time wasted on, I don’t know, whining about how I can’t get back on the writing saddle, constantly bitching how I don’t have the time and inspiration for it, and brooding on how much the metro has sucked all the creative juices from me, I’ve decided to settle this once and for all.
Shut up! Get your head on straight! And man up!
It dawned on me that I’ve been doing the same thing as most of us are doing, and trust me I’m not a big fan of parading along with the “herd”. We frequently make up reasons to avoid getting the things we want, our dreams. It’s there! Teasing us. Taunting us. Looking at us with its big puppy dog eyes and saying “F*cking take me!”. But still we retreat to the idea that we are “content” with our mundane lives.
Content?! We’re just scared shitless!
Deep inside one of us, there’s a little Tweety Bird, all cute and cuddly, but with the voice of the possessed kid in the Exorcist. And yes this munchkin of a joy does do 360 degree head spins while it chirps songs from the Devil. That’s how much we are scared of getting what we want in life.
The plain fact that not knowing what will happen next is a deal breaker for most of us. Would I be happy with this? What if it takes me back to my “dark ages”? What would other people think? No matter what reason, all I have to say is…
F*ck it ! It’s now or never !
It’s been one of my life’s mottos is that the only regret I would have in my life is the risk that I didn’t take. As long as it made me happy, I shouldn't f*cking care about what other people think. It’s my life and I should live it the way I want to ( but also in a realistic sense, is also agreeable to society at some point ).
So hopefully, I could maintain this blog and update it regularly. ‘Cause I love to write! And I want it back. No matter what Tweety says.
Hope this helps my fellow losers.
Sincerely yours,
Rasui Akira
Official Head MDL ( Modern Day Loser )
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